it's been a long week....long days, and they seem to draw out like a blade lately.....I find I'm growing more impatient with the passing day. I'm not sure why, I know the daily idiocy makes me white with rage, but I feel there are other outside influences that should not weigh so heavily on me. Once I hit the door of rancho relaxo, I'm fine, but the hours up to that point cause me more stress than they should, and even then, to a small extent, the outside will creep in to torment me.
I'm making strides to fix this, and I shouldn't let small things bother me. I'm trying to be reactive, proactive and less reactionary as I've been. Back with the fight or flight, and I can't fly for shit, so I'm always ready to go for the jugular. I don't like that and haven't been like that in years, well since 2005 anyway. Maybe I need a vacation, maybe I need a new hobby....who knows?
I'm ready to fix it, and sleep better like I did last year. This year got off to a weird start, and went down hill quickly, and I pray to not repeat that experience again. I can only do so much for the world, especially when the world treats me with disrespect in my own house.
Anyway, enough with the bitching, on to the goodies. More cooking to come, I promise, and due to overwhelming mail, I'll not post anymore bloody pics...unless they're really cool.
A couple of new knife projects are close to finished (pics coming) A new watch project in the works, an old watch project still in the works, and maybe I'll be able to get the one-off Ricky watch in shape enough to snap a pic of two. The stem and crown on that one, with the Ti case are going to be the death of me.
well...cheers and enjoy kids :)greg...till next time.
Monday, October 5, 2009
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